what a mixed up day...i suppose

too many mixed emotion happened in one day today...got to work today and whambam! candy our chef was so pissed off cause i dint inform her of item got last nite...the reason? sumbody had the item reserved for this coming sunday and me (plus my manager) sold it to another customer...hmm i kinda lost my tantrum back then...yeah i was pushing her nerve as well...common lar...i got to play down my defence too...

debbie...hmm she kinda pulling me closer to her...and u know what...i kinda like it as well

now here to a different story mood...it's the delivery-day to day...i mean i promised jaz to deliver vack her stuff to her friends house...well got into this taxi and asked the cab driver to get me to pandan indah wiothout me realizing it was not where her friends stay...what i funny cum frustrating journey...wasted my cash for nuthing...so i got to make a second trip but this time i asked her friend Rena for their address...this time i got it right all along...

much to think of...what she said

damn it...didnt feel like waking up with my mind still dreading of what i've dreamt of...nah i got to go to work anyway...cant just leave the other staff helpless without me being the fountain guy of the day...well the day went on like usual except for the moment when i was to accompany debbie to a well longing pasar malam...

didn't i talk about debbie? well here goes...the first time i met her was when i came for work the other day...i saw her standing sumwhere occupying sum spaces in front of the cashier counter...not a friendly face i guess...(well now i know it's not like how i thought she was...) now as time goes by, i get to know her even more and i kinda attracted to her 'tough' attitude which to a certain point i assumed her to be a lesbian :)

well what happened this evening was a bit tantalizing experience since tht was the first time ever i have dinner with her. meaning tht i can give my best shot to interrogate her personal life. well she did mention a few but to my alarm she mention her boyfriend personality...hmm i guess i can use tht as a mini guide to charm her all the way with my side of personality against her. either way it's kinda make me even closer to her.

Was it an interview session or what?

Woke up and carefully rearrange my thought on things that I suppose to attend to...Oh yah...I got this interview coming up in few hours...Well to be frank...Come to think of it...don't quite excited to pursuit...just dun why...maybe I've been keeping myself too busy with my part-time as the newly groomed fountain guy...Making cups of capuccino does make me feel 'useful'...i'm kinda good for something tht kinda thing...

now this how it went - i got there just about time (btw taxi fare rm9?!!! wtf), i said to myself this better be good as i carefully placing my steps toward the entrance, darn it...looks like i wasn't the only one who are aware of this interview session...it's like hundreds of faces cant wait to get hired right on the spot; well forgot them, let me do what i got to do, fill up the form, submit it and before i can been warm my seat, i heard my name been called, wow tht was fast! few question were thrown and eventually got me seated at an assessment table where I was given one simple question which was to come up with a no nonsense solution of Fibonacci function...what?! Fibonacci? i think i came across it a few times back in the yrs..well u know i cant even solve tht trivial question i know tht the chance was slipping off my hand...now it seems tht reality has finally catch up with me...i mean i've really screwed up my chances of ever getting this graduate skilling progamme which is to be attached to Scope International...man!!! now tht the assessment question keeps on teasing my rusty mind of