do the right thing...okay?

i was late for work today. anyway as i was making my way to my cubicle, i decided to drop by Wsiew place to ask how she's doing with the mess that i left her a few days ago. from the tone of her voice, i guess she wasn't well too please with the trouble that i caused her. i dunno why but i could feel my heart sunk and man...i feel real bad inside. i want to say how sorry i was but then my pride kept me from letting it all out...sigh...

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it's 7pm as i was walking up the train station when my conscience keep messing with me "Where are you goin'! Turn around now and get your ass back to the office and say something to her!" Eh?! WTF was that?! but i already bought the ticket wor...aaah shit! what a lame excuse...

well at first i thought it would be cool if i just go home and forget the whole thing...and i was so sure that it's no big deal for her. but how wrong i was when i started to feel more and more restless inside that i finally give in to my conscience, turned around, and started walking back to my office with one mission in mind...dup dup dup...

now standing right beside her cubicle as she was so into her work i said

"Err..hi..staying back late huh?" followed by my nervous smile. C'mmon say it jamie!

"Err..actually i want apologize to you for causing you such trouble..." before i could even finish my sentence, she hurriedly said

"oh no...it's okay...nothing one..really..." and smile...

"really ar?" still sound unconvinced...

"really one..." another generous smile.

oh man...i was so f*cking relief when i heard she said that...man! at least i didn't bite my tounge back there and i think it wasn't that bad after all...i mean to let go of my pride for a moment...phew...i feel good...ya ya ya...